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Writer's Block: You're a shining star
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pinkysmith
If you could be a guest on any talk show, which would you choose and what would you talk about?


what can i say? i'm a sucker for wendy williams. we would talk about any and everything.

Writer's Block: Happy, happy, joy, joy
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pinkysmith
Which song makes you happy every time you hear it, and why?




...but i have no idea why

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pinkysmith
oh food, why can't we just get along?
oh brain/body, why can't you two just cooperate with each other?

i hate this fight.

1 grande latte w/ 3 pks sugar in the raw & some cinnamon sugar

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pinkysmith

i came home alternately relieved and dismayed to find my father was here.  he handed me yet another newspaper clipping to read and i tried to stifle an irritated heavy sigh.

but, oh, if i hadn't taken that clipping in hand!

before today i'd never heard of william styron and only had a passing acquaintance with "sophie's choice", perhaps his best known work.  and yet i feel as if he is the only person in the world who really understands me.  too bad he's long gone.

what my father handed me was an edited excerpt of an op-ed piece he wrote when i was 7-years-old, before i had a clue as to what depression was because neither myself nor my beloved uncle had begun our battle with the merciless tyrant. this is a sick, sad brotherhood. one i wish i didn't belong to. and it was both a relief and overwhelmingly sad to see myself in this man's words.

my father asked me how this piece related to my experience (the crest of which i am in the midst of riding once again unbeknownst to him because, what's the point in keeping people abreast of my highs and lows when they can change as if by the hour?). i didn't/don't really know how to answer that. i tried my best to be honest but reserved and singled out the comments about sleep. i never made a connection between my (in)ability to sleep and my depression. don't think that i could honestly make one either given that i'm known for being able to sleep at almost anytime.  but what i could say, and will continue to say should someone ever make an ignorant comment about depression to me is, what he wrote is as accurate a description as one could ever give. and i wish i could thank him for giving it.

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pinkysmith
well, so much for that habit. *sigh*

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pinkysmith

Chick soup w/ramen, spinach, papas, chick leg
2 sqs ghirardelli choc & caramel

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pinkysmith
2 apples
triscuit (maybe 2 servings but more likely 1.5)

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pinkysmith
yesterday
sesame bagel w/bacon
orange juice
2 c coffe + evaporated milk + 3-5 tsps sugar

mexican salad (grilled chicken, salsa, corn niblets, lettuce, red onion)

plain slice and margherita slice
snapple fruit punch

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pinkysmith
2 glasses wine
mandarin oranges
ramen + chicken soup w/ spinach

cake

mozzarella sticks (4-5)
oj (8-10 oz)
sesame bagel w/ bacon

coffee w/ evaporated milk + 2-3 tsps sugar

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pinkysmith

Bfast: chicken biscuit + oj @ mcd's
Lunch: 9 oz. Oranges
Snack: sm tea w/ milk & 2 sugars, approx 3 oz cashews (1/2 salted)
Dinner: sweet potato, mac n cheese *2, baked chick, bbq chick, salad, 2 slices pork, rice & beans (all small servings), slice cake, pepsi (8 oz max)

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